2008, somewhat, is a really memorable year for me. Just after the new year, I got the score of 6 from IELTS which as a begin of my unlucky year. In the first half year i used to plan the further study abroad, but the process of GRE study is, really a bad memory for me and i do not want to have that experience any more. In the winter holiday runzhuo and i went to dalian new oriental for the GRE course which is a nice thing we just feel like back to our middle school time everyday get up and ready for the school and after school back home and have meals with families.
i am too much lazy to some extent and it is hard for me to focus on one thing for long and quickly i was bored with GRE and began to escape it. Runzhuo and i did not encourage each others very well in such things because we r just the same kind person. i always think too much but do too little Of course both we did not get a satified scores in that exam and at that time i can not help thinking if everything is over. and i gradually gave up the thought of going abroad because this thing really hurts me and made me feel sick. Under the press from all sides, i signed up for another GRE test but totally do not want to put any heart on it After graduation the bored life forced me to find something to do therefore i found a job and lead a 8 and 5 life. And took it as the excuse i quickly asked for a refund and decide not to take the test.
i thought i would not be disturbed by this thing but my mom really wishes me going abroad for study i was trapped in an abyss of suffering.
People can not understand me and they can not know why i was so changeful and Runzhuo is the only one who understand me because we are in the same boat
In 2008 i successfully graduated from my university and ended my life of student provisionally.
I broke up with some one who loved me deeply and met some other one and i did not understand why i so quickly stayed with the second
and obviously a relationship without fully understood could not last long and we quickly ended this relationship without any regret and i just felt a little bit silly and wasting time.
last month i formally quit from my job and felt unbelievable In just one year i graduated from school, began my career and lost as well as ended up 2 love which just seem like boring drama.
I learned to drink and began to contact with the concept of finance i do not will to be a member of YUE GUANG ZU and thought much about getting money I bought lottery sometimes but just won several YUAN I managed a shop on the net but still be at the stage of out of pocket I learned to speculate in stocks I wish i can learn everything i did not know
In sum, 2008 for me, is very bad and i had never had an even worse time These days, i am staying at home and struggling for the last chance to find a better way I do not believe i will have a worse time in 2009 Good Bye, bad 2008, welcome, 2009!
